On this last day of the year 2012, I am winding down to the last 100 gifts in my goal of counting 1,000 grace gifts. This journey has been one that may not always “show up” here on my blog, but is ever before me in daily life. The realization of His grace has never been more true or more near than the last four weeks as I realized a new journey in faith during my father’s serious illness and hospitalization. Dad is still in ICU, but I am most grateful that he is alive and beginning the long journey back to restored health.
901. Immediately on my heart is thankfulness for family time in times of pain. I’ve spent more time with my mom and sisters the past four weeks than I have the past four years…or so it seems. It has proven to me that we are there for each other when it counts. What a gift of grace.
902. I love this fun tweet that I sent on 12-12-12 at 12:12:12. Silly me – but fun.
903. Christmas isn’t just a date on the December calendar – it is knowing in my heart why Jesus came, to be born to die for me, for you. For the first time in my entire life I didn’t spend Christmas Eve with my parents, and yet we had JOY. My son Jonathan brought a little tree to Dad’s ICU room and it really brought joy to us all.
904. Support from both my sons as they have texted and called me with “how is Papaw today?” Knowing how busy they both are with young children and still taking time to check in means so much to me. I love my boys and their wives so much.
905. Dolls under my Christmas tree – a first for this mom of boys! Both Madie and Emery got “Bitty Babies” from American Girl for Christmas. Madie calls her doll a “Tiny Baby Bitty Baby.” Precious. 
906. An unexpected Christmas gift for me from my husband – totally a surprise with our schedules upside down with daily trips to the hospital…he gave me an iPad and I love it!
907. Christmas Day Night is the time our family gathers as we continue our tradition of blueberry pancakes and bacon. I love my family so much. 
908. Prayer. Times of crying out to God with pleadings for Him to heal my dad. Intense, and yet comforting to know I can intercede and enter His presence. I will NEVER get over the privilege to pray. I’ve become more aware as people have told me they are praying for my dad that I am so grateful for their intercessions. I want to take requests for prayer from others way more to heart than I ever have. One person even stopped and prayed for my dad right over the telephone. That blessed me so much.
909. My sweet mom with her youngest great-granddaughter, my granddaughter Emery, celebrating her first Christmas. I’ve been so proud of my mom as she’s seen her mate of 56 years go through such a hard time…what a testimony of her faith in Christ.
910. An email to tell us that the shoebox of toys and supplies we put together for Samaritian’s Purse ministries went to Central Asia. Oh I pray that the child who received our gift was blessed and heard the story of Jesus and received the truth of Christ and His love! 
911. I harvested sweet potatoes from my garden – a first for me. One afternoon I went to my garden and worked and dug and dug sweet potatoes and prayed and worked. Gardening is and has been good therapy for me, physically and emotionally.
912. Most folks that know me well understand my love of gardening and birds too. This picture was on Twitter last week and I love it. Redbirds are my favorite!
913. My co-worker Brenda gave me this Christmas cactus two years ago and it was so pretty this year. I love that it knows just when Christmas is and when to bloom. Isn’t God so creative?
914. Oh the joy to attend the Christmas program at my son Jeremy’s church and see our grandson Zeke portray Joseph in the program! It just doesn’t get any sweeter than that… 
915. One morning before Christmas I was listening to Dr. David Jeremiah on the radio and he shared a message on “strength in waiting.” I needed that so much as we waited and waited for news of my dad’s health each day, I was growing weary. The wonderful passage from Isaiah 40:31 was so good as Dr. Jeremiah spoke that “those that wait upon the Lord will renew their strength and mount up on wings as eagles…” On my way to work just minutes after hearing that message, I got a text message from my sister Joan who had a picture to send me…of this glorious eagle that was in a tree in her front yard!!! We both rejoiced as we received this special sighting as God being very near and very dear. I will never forget this as long as I live. An EAGLE landed in that tree just for me and I shared with her my morning and we both REJOICED and thanked God that He sent His eagle that morning to visit her front yard! 
916. My grandson Jackson sent his Papaw a get well picture…it is still hanging in his room at the hospital tonight. 
917. It’s garden greens time in my garden…and these cabbages and collards are huge. I just cut a “mess” of collards to cook for New Year’s Day tomorrow. This is a very Southern tradition and I am very Southern. And thankful to be! 🙂
918. A new little donkey born on 12-12-12. He is too cute and has already been promised to a little boy at our church named Zack that wants him! He’s already been to visit “Jack.” He doesn’t get too far from his momma, Ellie. 
919. Especially grateful to my husband for keeping up around the farm with chores for my dad…and even more thankful for Gary being a rock to my family of women. My mom and sisters and I have really needed his strength. I am so blessed.
920. I really love this picture of Gary’s tractor and the reflection in our pond. I snapped it from across the pond as he was driving back after giving the cows some fresh hay. May we all be “reflections” of Jesus in 2013. 🙂
921. I love this group of young men and women so much! They are all going to Passion at the Georgia Dome this coming week. Five of them are planning a church plant in Florida in 2014. They bring such hope to me as they serve Jesus. 
922. So blessed by the sweetest smile on this little face as she coos at her Pop on Christmas night. I look so forward to making some dresses and fun little things for her next year!
923. Hospital waiting rooms are difficult places, made more pleasant by my niece and nephews…I love y’all!
924. I made a book of pictures for my dad to see of things he loves; hopefully to encourage him and jog his memory of all he has to look forward to as he heals. He was under sedation on a ventilator for 20 days…we “missed him” so much!
925. This prayer means more to me these days and I hope will stay with me in 2013…
926. The last sunrise of this year as I took this picture this frosty cold morning December 31, 2012…God be near in 2013 and I thank Him for His GRACE every day the past 365 days.
927. Thank you faithful blog readers for your support, prayers and love. I know this post was full of comments about my dad and all I’ve experienced the past month, but that is what this place in cyber space is…the ramblings of a woman who loves Jesus and her family and seeks to live each day to the fullest. I pray God’s blessings on you and your loved ones this year. Treasure every single day you have, they are ALL gifts of God’s glorious grace.
In Christ,
Jan
Love the verse you chose for Beth Moore’s Scripture team! 🙂
Jan, I hope you had very special, wonderful, blessed holidays!
Love, shelli
Thank you for this post -you have encouraged me. It’s the first morning of 2013 & I am weary & need “strength in waiting” in a big way regarding a ongoing circumstance in my life that breaks my heart every day. It is weighing on me heavy & Satan would have me think it is hopeless. Your reminder of the passage in Isaiah & your ‘eagle sighting’ have helped me re-determine to keep trusting & waiting. It is so hard. Would you whisper a prayer for me?
I am still praying for your Dad. Love you Jan…may God bless your 2013 beyond all you can dream or imagine.
bless you, my sweet friend. praying healing and peace and strength for your precious daddy. oh how we girls love our daddies. i miss mine so much. have a blessed new year.
Siesta GJ- I’m awake this odd hour of the new year listening to the sleep sounds of 2 of my 3 kids (who bumped Daddy from the bed…again). Reading your blog entry & so blessed by your simple and astoundingly courageous walk. About to start a wonderful year of scripture memory with SSMT with a probable focus of joy-in-obedience. You’re doing that. I LOVE how God sent you that eagle! I’ll pray for you, your dad, and continued fullness in Christ as each breath comes. Quiet houses are great prayer places! Blessed New Years, Mayor. ; )
Jennifer! YES mam! I logged on this morning and got verse #1 entered on the LPM website. I can’t wait – I need this accountability so much! Loved your sweet reply and “awakening at the odd hour!” Sounds like me when my grandchildren spend the night and both want to sleep with us…like sleeping with puppies! That eagle sighting was absolutely amazing! Just got word that my Dad got moved to a “step-down” room in ICU – that is progress! Thank you for your prayers – keep praying sweet lady!
Thank you for sharing your list. It brought tears to my eyes and blessed my heart. Continued blessings in the New Year to you and your family. I’ll be praying for you all tonight and into the new year too.